What You Mean To Me

My first impulse it to run away from you
Again and again, I end up next to you
Refusing your gravity is too much to resist
Keeping my distance is like refusing to breathe

My mind is filled with thoughts of you
Everything I do, I do for you may sound like an exaggeration but it's still an understatement 

Loving you isn't right but right is not what I always want to be
Vagueness is what awaits and it's something that I should prepare myself with
I guess I can handle that fair enough
Not a chance that I will give up 'til the last drop of love finally fades with time

Don’t fret, don't refuse, just let me to my thing
Our friendship still remains
Love is just playing its games on us
Over the end of this chapter, I know we'll be there
Maybe as friends - or something better - but what is important is that we're together
Prayers have been my toll to this road of uncertainty
Out of the things I've seen, I felt like ambiguity devours me, pushing me to an end and then stop 

Right there with you is where I want to be
I'll see to it that it will be the way it's going to be

Reality seemed so distant from my dreams of me and you
Out of these dream I hoped to glimpse that wherever reality leads, it's you I see
Sometimes, I failed to leave the dreams behind that when reality slaps, all I can do is weep 

Even from the very start I knew, I am just a Kuya to you
Reminiscing the past makes me see how it leads down to one thing
Our friendship grew and I feel love like it's the only thing I'll ever do